Ugh. Once you start thinking that things are going up they always fall flat on their fucking face.

My mom's been sick for awhile. Lots of coughing, retaining water, not being able to breath right, unable to sleep... just... everything.

It's officially gotten to the point where it's just not normal for someone to be sick like this for over a month. That and she's getting worse. We (Da and I) were finally able to talk her into maybe going to see a doctor. We're calling around but so far, nothing. Nada.

It just sucks so hard because we're not really going to be able to afford for everything that needs to be done to her to happen and there's NO way that I can help. Places don't hire 'til you're 16 and I'm two months from it. It's just... ugh.

Then I thought about Subeta, but it's not like I'm flippin' Kyu or Boogleoo. Someone will be a hell of a lot more willing to pay 2.5 mill for a profile rather than 2$. It's freaking insane. The only thing I'd even be able to SLIGHTLY make money on would be my CSS and then that's only 5$ dollars a pop which I don't even make all that well in the first place. It's just... I feel so helpless.

Besides, even if I would ATTEMPT to do the money/sP slots I'd have to break the joint shop I'm doing with Sammii and that's just like... so insanely unfair to her. I just have no idea what the hell to do. I feel so helpless. :c